||[Jul. 1st, 2005|01:41 am]
.x○x. stephy .x○x.
so today my rat dr. satan died.|
it was healthy and everything.
me and joe came home to see the most disturbing thing.
we had one of those 2 floor cages, where the bottom half was glass and the top half was wire.
there were steps going up and everything.
it was like a palace.
apparently, his foot got stuck in the wire steps.
when we got home he was hanging upside-down, dead.
his insides were hanging out of his mouth.
it was just really fucked up. i dont know.
it messed with me pretty bad though.
i havent cried, but i feel it coming, it just wont happen.
when i saw him like that i just went into shock or something.
i just stared at him until joe took him and put him in a box.
even then i couldnt stop looking in that direction.
it was just really rough.
he was mean but i still loved him.
but anyway, im leaving for florida on saturday morning.
that should cheer me up a bit.
i get to see my stina which is cool.
ill be there for 9 days.
with NO computer. ouch.
i really hope i have a good time.
i really need it.
well, time to finish packing and get some sleep.
nitey nite fuckers. <333